Time flies..Already in 18 weeks!

I'm a lazy mother. Been busy with the online boutique business that zap all my juices left for other things. Gonna post a long one here since I decide to take a break from these madness.

Tummy Shape
My tummy isn't quite round melon yet and I don't look pregnant at all if i wear loose T-Shirt. Though it's getting bigger and bigger, day by day, it is still a B-SHAPE belly where the belly button is still pulled in. This got me into worrying whether is baby developing normally, given that our trisomy test result wasn't good. Have to wait till next wed's detailed scanning!

Baby Karate
But then I like to think baby is reassuring us that it is growing well, when the movements are getting more solid, from rumbling to thud-thud to kicking! I kena a few kicks this morning. Surprisingly, these do not freak me out at all. I did mentioned to friends before, that i am not comfortable with something alive(aka ALIEN) inside me kicking or trying to tear my tummy apart. Blame that Predator vs Prey movie!

Gaining Weight T_T
I have been eating more. My body weight (not baby weight!) is escalating. Strange that some forum's mothers are losing weight! My Music Master commented that I seem to be retenting water!! T_T

Plagued by Acne
Baby, mum has never been so ugly before until now, my face are covered by all the acnes and my arms are getting thicker...So you better be guai when you are coming out into this world.

Labour stories
I've been scared stiff by those labour stories posted by the mothers. My piles are hurting me now. So cannot imagine during the actual delivery date. I'm not really scare of the contraction (Excluding the back pain) since i suffered monthly intense cramps till vomit and diarreah almost frequently. I know I know, it gonna be 100x worse but it only going to last a few hours.

It is the dilation checks, 99% mothers mentioned are painful! I'm already screaming when gyn did the vaginal scans and pap smear (more painful). Plus the tearing and stitching parts are gross. Some mothers didn't feel it and some did. Wonder why. Ewwww!!!!

Happy News
ASOS has very pretty design for maternity wears (unlike those maternity shop in SG) and is having a free express delivery for purchase above $85. However my first order has not arrived yet for me to vouch on the quality. Should i buy or not? HMM..